What’s Been Going On

This was originally posted on my personal blog Well Color Me V=Back in December, I got sick. I thought it was just a sinus infection. The doctor gave me meds and it went away. All was well in my world, or so I thought. Less than a month later, the sinus infection along with a horrible cough was back. The doctors were reluctant to give me another antibiotic, which I get, because they don't want to over prescribe. They gave me cough medicine with codeine, and Benzonatate, neither of which did jack for my cough. I was miserable, people I work with were sick of listening to me cough all day long, and my family was over hearing me cough all night long. Back to the doctor I went and they decided that another antibiotic was indeed in order. Again, it worked and all was well in my world. Until the cough came back with a vengeance. Nothing was touching this cough. I ate cough drop after cough drop, I tried using a neti pot, over the counter cough remedies and home remedies. And still my cough remained, so back to the doctor I went. They decided that the best…

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Well Color Me….Worth It

originally posted from Well Color Me I have spent a lot of time (most of my life) thinking that I wasn't important. I didn't matter, and I wasn't worth anything. I didn't grow up on an abusive or neglectful household, I wasn't berated during my formative years. I don't know how it happened, but I always felt like I didn't matter, and I wasn't worth it. I've always felt alone. I have serious issues where I don't ever see why anybody would ever want to be my friend, and I always assume that people think the worst of me. Suffice to say my self-esteem is down around my ankles. It may even be under my feet and burrowing itself down into the ground. But lately, I've been doing some thinking. I'm not trying to figure out why I feel this way, but I'm trying to think of ways to NOT feel this way. I read lots of self-help stuff and they give me all sorts of different things to try, and they do, but they don't work. At least they don't work for me. I think it's because they're not my ideas. They're not organic to me. Here's the thing,…

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Who I Am

Just a little bit of a different post because school closed early due to a snow storm :)  I've been doing this for almost 9 years now, and I've share a little bit about myself, but if you want to get a better insight into who I am, please feel free to check out my personal blog, Well Color Me... It's my ramblings on the world in general and my life in particular.

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